i still dream of you

from time to time.

things to do:
[ ] write a happy song
[ ] write a sad song

[ ] allow myself to be happy
[ ] allow myself to be sad

I miss my friends and family. :(

#forever alone (in the dorm) :))

Firework

Do you ever like a plastic bag?

True enough, it seems like a stupid question but my answer is, yes?

Several reasons:
-I have no energy
-I have no willpower
-I have no time to simply do nothing
-Waiting for certain people seems like a thousand years
-I miss home. Surprise.
-It's getting complicated.
-I just wanna stare into space and not do anything
-Cryyyyyyyy.

Anyway the cracks are surfacing. I just realized the mindfuckery I'm doing/state of confusion I'm causing, the hell. Am I the bad person here?

I actually am more excited about the anniversary, than my birthday. :))

On repeat while I'm cleaning my dorm room.
I love this semi-sorta old jazz song. :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R_f_mMJAezM

dilemma
doubts.
i just realized what i got myself into
i'm in deep ____.

on a completely unrelated note, gabe joined me in the bigkis orientation today with kuya jason and kuya serge. i've been searching for the perfect org to join, and maybe this is it? :DDD @-)