It's not like the rift between us could get any wider, but seeing your face every once in a while used to be my consolation. Now, however, it's like staring into space. Or more like staring into nothingness). I don't know what to do to make my life happy and breezy again, like what it used to be. Admittedly, sadness was not foreign to me even then, but the scale between yin and yang has tipped of even more now that I'm in this new chapter.

Aside from laughing everyday (more than the everyday normal dose, in my opinion), my life nowadays is pretty much nondescript. And if I should make things more poetic, I can say:

"Hollow laughs hold me together, preventing the uprooting of my everything"

I hope this is just a phase. Sadness for vast stretches of time, nah, that just won't cut it.

"Three grand essentials to happiness in this life are something to do, something to love, and something to hope for." - Joseph Addison

All three, please. Especially the last one.