random thoughts that I'd like to get out of my head

* People I like (or used to like, anyway), I don't have any decent picture with. So sad, right? :)) Ayy no. Turns out I have a lot of decent ones. Like the one with Bronze :))

* I write to remember; I write to forget. Haha, I like it. So poetic.

* Something revolutionary must happen before my summer ends. Like, something life-changing. Cliff-diving. Meeting my soulmate. Learning how to ride a bike. Yeah, I'm that pathetic :))

* I think I finally know what my end goal is. I just don't know how (or where) to get started.

* A pretty decoupage from Papemelroti sits on the left corner of my desk. It says, "Follow your heart." And it's like everyday mockery. That's how it seems for now, at least. Seeing that the path I'm taking may not be what I completely, whole-heartedly intended for myself. But I'll manage for sure. Maybe.

* I'm happy I'm updating this blog.

* I watched Mona Lisa Smile two days ago. I'm 1) thankful I've been movie-scavenging these past few weeks and 2) wondering why I didn't watch this movie in my early teenage years.

* I'm happy I'm fulfilling what could have been a lifelong frustration and obsession -- learning how to play the piano. It's fun! I'm glad I'm doing it.

* My friends know that I'm fond of lists. So here.
GOALS! (They need to be listed down and concretized :-j On virtual paper at least.)
     a) become a self-sufficient, independent woman by age ___ (uhh, I still don't know :)) )
     b) reduce my tactlessness when I'm with friends (and some strangers) I seem to do it subconsciously
     ehh.
     c) reduce my uptightness when I'm with strangers (and some friends) Repeat comment above :))
     d) write something really, really nice and have it published somewhere. Like a novel, or a children's book
     or an article in the newspaper
     e) avoid seducing men (and women) into theft by taking good care of my stuff from now on. Excuse the
     term :)) I just found the word play amusing      f) make a conscious effort to keep in touch with my
     friends in UPD. It's kinda hard though, 'cause sometimes I feel I'm annoying people when I talk to them out-of-the-blue after a long, long time

* I just figured now that I like making lists because I forget and lose practically everything-- pens, folders,
events and lots of good thoughts.

* So here. Another list: VIRTUAL THINGS I FIND COOL NOW
     a) Amanda's blog
     b) Valerie Chua's blog
     c) Paul Diaz' blog
     d) Divine Lee's blog (lots of blogs!)
     e) Cza's blog
     e) Regina Spektor's songs. Like, all of them! I kept on playing The Wallet after the grad ball :>
     f)                                     --> I guess I'm gonna leave space for other cool things to come :D

That's it for now, I guess. More random thoughts (and rants and posts) to go in the coming days. :)