Tuesday, July 31, 2012


I believe

I know what's right and wrong; I will prove myself worthy.

I am in control of my schedule; I shall not squander time.

It is me who decides; I shall make the right choices.


I hold the key

to happy times and good fortune.


I am stronger than I think I am,

impenetrable by the darkness of outside forces.


I will manage myself

because no one else will do it for me.

Dear Self,
I give you a hug >:D<
I wish you luck. 
You'll have the magic back.

growth
tumult
internal turmoil 

an altogether new landscape:
[ ] talk to your parents
[ ] be true to yourself
[ ] remember why you're here 
[ ] please please please get a grip

a few minutes to think 
and just be you
and not have to worry about anything else.

YOU ARE NOT IN CANDYLAND, CLOUD NINE, OR A CASTLE.
YOU ARE HERE, YOU ARE NOW. 
You're the only one who can love and take care of yourself in the most real way possible.

So love yourself.

Monday, July 30, 2012

Intense feelings

Flooding this blog like a boss~

WHY DID I LEAVE MY HARD DRIVE AT THE DORM @-)

I WANT TO WATCH CHICK FLICKS RIGHT NOW BECAUSE OF THE CHILLY WEATHER HUHU.


The Birthday Dream

-aka rite of passage that fills the gap in my thrill-seeking tendencies
Mala-Eat Pray Love ang peg. 

http://www.wanderrgirl.com/2012/07/notes-to-self-arriane-abbey-travel-alone/

18 is not a super young age to be independent and self-reliant.
Can I stress that enough. :))

After watching Taken before, I slightly got paranoid though :))

Operation convince-your-lola-and-everyone-else-in-the-family, here we come (!!!)

What is frustrated 'trep.

Someday, I'm gonna make these dreams come true. HAHAHA.

In the meantime, I'm gonna read the August issue of Entrepreneur magazine lying around our house.

Also: it's the first time in a long time that I read a newspaper. I mean, in its physical and tangible form. Funny how I needed to do that to realize (again, after a loong time) that the world is huuuuge. Self, why do you need a newspaper to affirm the fact that your life does not revolve around schoolwork?

But anyway, I'm off to study Origin-Insertion-Action again to see if my crazy mnemonics worked. Ironic. The title of the Word file reads, "Ultimate Mnemonics Edition to Save My Life." @-)

Sunday, July 29, 2012

Girly-ing, aka study break

[ ] So where do I find pretty dreamcatcher necklaces :-"


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AFTER BIO LAB EXAM, I PROMISE TO MAKE THE MOST OF MY LIFE AND QUIT DOING UNPRODUCTIVE THINGS.

Unproductive = boring, repetitive, predictable stuff
(except studying, of course)

I need 
[ ] energy
[ ] motivation
[ ] consistency
[ ] commitment

Studyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
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