It's just so hard to understand myself these days.
And you too.
Why am I starting to resent you instead of loving you.

Balang araw, maiintindihan mo rin ang hindi mo makita ngayon.

By then, you must already be wiser. You would have known what your younger, currently present self was too naive to see yet too proud to deny not knowing. But by then you're already too old to change the course of your destiny.

Note to future self

"Sana pwedeng next time na lang magmahal."

"Masarap sigurong pinahahalagahan."

"Be a lady if you want to be treated like one."

"Prove that you are a catch."

Sometimes, it can be tiring to continuously prove yourself.

Feel-good song. Kawaiiiiii <3 b-="" becomes="" devices:="" happens="" i="" left="" m="" miss="" my="" nbsp="" neet="" night="" own="" p="" social="" this.="" to="" what="" when="">

And hereee. More feelings tonight pleaseee.

Just finished Pulp Fiction today. So crude for my taste! And too gore for me. But, it's one hell of a movie. (And I can probably watch it again.) Now, let's find a tearjerker. I want to cry huhu. Crying makes me feel good sometimes.

My most favorite type of music. Drown your thoughts and find solace in music, Johna. Get some sleep.