I never knew I would be that girl.
I really wished we'd be together forever. If not, I would not have stayed.
In another time, in another life, I wouldn't have made those mistakes
There's just no making excuses, I know that I hurt your heart.

Someday, I will know who's my soulmate for sure, and then I'll know why all of this had to happen.

Sometimes it just feels like forever :-)
Can't wait to grow old  up with you!

+++ points
to A+ and beyond:)

But then again, life is not measured by grades...
Haha! Until my next (rare) blog entry :)

It's just so hard to understand myself these days.
And you too.
Why am I starting to resent you instead of loving you.

Balang araw, maiintindihan mo rin ang hindi mo makita ngayon.

By then, you must already be wiser. You would have known what your younger, currently present self was too naive to see yet too proud to deny not knowing. But by then you're already too old to change the course of your destiny.

Note to future self

"Sana pwedeng next time na lang magmahal."

"Masarap sigurong pinahahalagahan."

"Be a lady if you want to be treated like one."

"Prove that you are a catch."

Sometimes, it can be tiring to continuously prove yourself.

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And hereee. More feelings tonight pleaseee.

Just finished Pulp Fiction today. So crude for my taste! And too gore for me. But, it's one hell of a movie. (And I can probably watch it again.) Now, let's find a tearjerker. I want to cry huhu. Crying makes me feel good sometimes.

My most favorite type of music. Drown your thoughts and find solace in music, Johna. Get some sleep.

I think things are beautiful when you don’t plan them, and you don’t have any expectations, and you’re not trying to get somewhere in particular.

— Alison Mosshart   (via thatkindofwoman)

Baguio <3 div="">

Notes on happiness (inspired by Ricoeur): Self-constancy, being who you are, is not simply remaining the same; it is also changing for good.

It ain't easy... but it's worth it. All of it.

High time to reflect and savor the remaining days.

Patience.

Gratitude Post

For the incomparable joy and companionship
The simple thrills and the great high you give
For the gift of time, care and knowledge
For having my back, all year long
And for having the honor to be with you,

Thank you.

Mirror, mirror on the wall
What shall the great future hold?

I want to go on a road trip with you. Just you, me, you, the highway and the radio. The blue sky, the black roads, and windows down. We'll talk about everything and nothing. And we'll sing our hearts out. And we'll make memories we will never, ever forget.

Just you and me.

Sigh. Good morning world.

You make it all too easy for me to let go.

Greeky Love

I can never fully wrap my thoughts around
The depths of  our conjugal wind sea
As though you were Zeus, and I Minerva
Floating like air sailors in cloud nine,
A cheery mix of emerald and turquoise delights
Only to stare at myself and the four-eyed wonder
And find that the sky has been stoic black.

My dimunitive utterances have served you well
In play pens, planes, and nurseries of the mundane
Alchemy, history, art and proximity
Smoke, speed, savory babies of capitalism
This is the way of the wave in our times

We, you and I, exist for a lofty demonstration of
Progress in rearing
Patience and pleading
Playing with fire
Without any dinner to serve.

So this, I have yet to ask
If in the sea of this lovely little Minerva
you still would want to bask
Despite the frailty and scars
Which may have turned your fairytale into farce

I have answered your knock to my strange corner house
You have stayed, as a guest, day and night
From this day forward, we build a new empire.

“Frodo: I can't do this, Sam.

Sam: I know. It's all wrong. By rights we shouldn't even be here. But we are. It's like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger, they were. And sometimes you didn't want to know the end. Because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you. That meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. But I think, Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now. Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn't. They kept going. Because they were holding on to something.

Frodo: What are we holding onto, Sam?

Sam: That there's some good in this world, Mr. Frodo... and it's worth fighting for.”

2012- A Year of Grace :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h8h38V-Bh8U

Tonight has brought a smile to my face. :)