It's just so hard to understand myself these days.
And you too.
Why am I starting to resent you instead of loving you.

Balang araw, maiintindihan mo rin ang hindi mo makita ngayon.

By then, you must already be wiser. You would have known what your younger, currently present self was too naive to see yet too proud to deny not knowing. But by then you're already too old to change the course of your destiny.

Note to future self

"Sana pwedeng next time na lang magmahal."

"Masarap sigurong pinahahalagahan."

"Be a lady if you want to be treated like one."

"Prove that you are a catch."

Sometimes, it can be tiring to continuously prove yourself.