agggggghhhh

of all things why does it have to be my "fetish" hahah

Recent convo with a friend made me think about how superficial I can be @-)

It’s gonna take awhile. It’s normal to take awhile. You’ve just gotta fight your way through.“

I am so confused right now but I can't even talk to anyone except for my one friend.

Eh gusto ko eh. Bakit ba. Haha.

"Thanks for the greeting!

Oh and did I mention, it's been one year of mindfuckery since you did the unexpected."

birthday wishes

i hope i'm not asking much haha

-prudence, temperance
-good study habits
-love life (why not hahaha)
-interview with my celeb crush(ok maybe this one is a little bit too much :)) )

42 minutes

or so someone reminded me.

enjoy the last few minutes of my sixteenth year while it lasts! :))

Irrationality strikes again (gasp) :|
[ ] channel my inner Taylor Swift and make this feeling useful

Another one of those aww moments

Advanced Birthday Party @ Mandac's Residence.

Today's affirmation: I am loved. O:-) 
Crush, kailan ka dadagdag sa list? =))

i still dream of you

from time to time.

things to do:
[ ] write a happy song
[ ] write a sad song

[ ] allow myself to be happy
[ ] allow myself to be sad

I miss my friends and family. :(

#forever alone (in the dorm) :))

Firework

Do you ever like a plastic bag?

True enough, it seems like a stupid question but my answer is, yes?

Several reasons:
-I have no energy
-I have no willpower
-I have no time to simply do nothing
-Waiting for certain people seems like a thousand years
-I miss home. Surprise.
-It's getting complicated.
-I just wanna stare into space and not do anything
-Cryyyyyyyy.

Anyway the cracks are surfacing. I just realized the mindfuckery I'm doing/state of confusion I'm causing, the hell. Am I the bad person here?

I actually am more excited about the anniversary, than my birthday. :))

On repeat while I'm cleaning my dorm room.
I love this semi-sorta old jazz song. :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R_f_mMJAezM

dilemma
doubts.
i just realized what i got myself into
i'm in deep ____.

on a completely unrelated note, gabe joined me in the bigkis orientation today with kuya jason and kuya serge. i've been searching for the perfect org to join, and maybe this is it? :DDD @-)

Incapacitating week

please be done now. kthanksbye. :)

gosh. i know i'm being watta-ish here, but i can't stand seeing her name on your wall.

"do the things that you have to do so you can do the things that you want to do."
not working. :(

nakakasakal ang school work at times. no room for creative activities, or the simple act of doing nothing.
tests tests tests. my schedule gets paralyzed when there are tests and i fail to make way for fun things as a result.

is this my labyrinth?

in the end, it's always you who ends up disappointed and distracted.
get a grip, girl :))

from alla's blog.
http://nothingspaces.com/blog/2011/07/12nr-an-introduction/
hihi nice. (going to my to-read list)

Do the three-movie exercise. One of the favorite things I do with groups is to do this exercise I learned about on a writer’s loop. Without thinking too much, list your three favorite movies. Here are three of mine:

• Joy Luck Club
• Lord of the Rings
• Serendipity

Now, examine those three movies and determine the common thread that runs through each.

Mine? I still don't know. Gonna reserve thinking about this when I have lots of free time.

rave:
the blower's daughter
zia quizon's album

wishlist:
the invention of hugo cabret
wonderstruck

now:
bookmark now
common nonsense